You cannot kill what you did not create.

Oh, Slipknot. I'm borrowing my sister's hoodie (which she stole from her boyfriend) today, and it's a slipknot hoodie and it's so comfy and warm. And i'm keeping the hood up. I'm so damn cool.

So i've slightly recovered since that last break down. School's still a drag, what with "it's nearly exam time" being shoved down your neck every single day, and being told "you've got the potential to do so well" just makes you feel even crappier when you don't do well. But hey, I know i'm doing as best I can. (Today I'm being overly chipper, you just wait for my mood to change!)

Last night I had a nightmare. Again.

I was at my boyfriend's friends house - whom I've never met- and these guys were threatening to kill me through the doors and windows because I had Jam Tarts or somekind of cake they wanted. I had to ring the police but every time the coppers came, they left and then came back. Then I walked out the back door and escaped, only to find out I was lost and someone with a shotgun was about to kill me. Turned out it was an old friend and they thought I was someone else. It was more scary than I just explained, but oh well.

It's Comic Relief day on Saturday and we're doing fundraisers at school on Friday - since Sixth Formers don't wear uniform, we go Fancy Dress. But I can never find anything good to dress up as. This time, I want to make a real effort and as Comic Relief's tagline this year is "do something funny for money" I don't want to be completely embarassed for not looking daft. So, any ideas? I'm not splashing out on an all-singing, all-dancing costume that i'll only wear once, I'm more up for making my own. Cheap and chic?

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