Times are getting hard

So I understand I've not written in a while.. but I've been mega busy.

Things are very confusing and frustrating and there's a serious lack of communication. I don't want an ending, closure. But at the same time I don't want this to go on the way it's going. I'm sick of waiting around for something to happen: a call, a letter, a simple thought. Nothing. Just a great big massive wall separating me from everything that means something yet keeping in everything that makes me unhappy.

I was growing my nails. I did pretty well too, until I bit them all off the other day.




I need you. However much it hurts me to admit that.
x.